Oh right. Running down the final week before I finally ORD from the Singapore Police Force. Im sick of my work. Looking forward to my 1 week break. Finally able to do stuff that I have not been able to do. Like reading my magazines, books, working out etc.

Been going to clubs lately. And its taking a toll on my wallet ha. but its so fun to club with eugene they all la. seriously when i go club i forget my troubles for the night. not that the troubles disappear the next day but at least I forget bout the troubles for a night. maybe thats why i go there so often now.

Also, I think Im getting more and more hooked on alcohol. Just love the "high/tipsy" feeling after drinking some weird stuff that they introduced to me. Last Sat I had this Flaming Lambo, Hot n Sticky. Both are quite strong, according to them. And they were right. After the drinks, I got tipsy but was able to walk still. Ha, you know what I mean.

This week might not be goin any clubs. Not sure yet. Might be going ButterFactory. I don't know. Though its Rave part, I just wanna go and take a look and see how ButterFactory is like. Should be fun just to go there and drink ha.

And now, time to go read my magazines. So ya. Shall post again next time. Ciao.

I came, I saw, I conquered..
5/28/2008 12:48:00 AM

Suddenly feel an urge to blog again. Entering the final 2 weeks of my NS life now. Im definitely gonna miss my squad mates. The days we spent in HTA, OBS, NPPK. Oh well those were the days ain't it?

Though we might have quarreled before, I believe there is no such things as "Enemies Forever". So I would like to take this chance to say "Sorry" to anyone whom I have offended before due to my bad temperament. :) Peace.

Sigh Friday night and Im at home. How can? Well of cause I can. Stay at home to rest and prepare for tmr's activities you see. Gonna shop for new clothes tmr. I notice Im wearing the same few pieces every time. Time to prepare my wardrobe for the start of my semester :). I also need a new bag., new grey jeans, and er...

Well not sure what I need to get but I'll probably get them tmr or on Sun with Ben. Right, I wanna get new shades also. Fossil shades looks cool. But they are priced at a even cooler 85 bucks. :( Kinda expensive if you ask me. Anyway. Will be goin RiverIsland tmr since Danny told me theres a sale goin on currently. Hope its still ongoing tmr, please~!!

Alright. Signing off. Will be bloggin more from now on.

I came, I saw, I conquered..
5/23/2008 11:19:00 PM

I hate my job. Everyday is a chore for me. Damn. So boring to process those stuff for people who don't deserve our help. You reap what you sow people~!

So please don't be stupid and commit crimes and then go make an appeal for leniency or whatever. that is very lame.

if you got the guts to do it you should have the guts to face the music.

Hate my sister also. Always doing stupid things to make Mum cry. I hope one day she be a mum herself and let her daughter torture her.

It hurts me inside when i see her cry. want to console her but i cant coz she will just keep crying. and my dad has gone into hiding. fuck. if this is life is all about. then just have to embrace it. even though sometimes we might hate it.

tmr is valentine's day. makes me sad when i have no one to celebrate with. she was the sun in my universe. most of all. its built to last. or so i thought. until the day she left me.

what to do. when life wants to play a prank on you, it will play a SERIES of prank on you. i hope what doesnt kill me can only make me stronger. i hope.

lonely valentine's day. better get home quick tmr and avoid seeing lovey-dovey couples around. will ache badly inside. hope she has a guy to care for her now. i know she don't know how to take care of herself.

if only someone is caring for her now. someone who can shower her with love and make her not so lonely. don't be like me. please god, bless her, mum, sister and my family and friends.

miss her. p.s. i love you

I came, I saw, I conquered..
2/13/2008 10:58:00 PM

heard the new song last friday on wee hong's car. as i listen to it my heart melted coz it reminded me of my situation. been tryin to listen to the song again since last friday but had no luck. finally i found the song. whats the song?

Cai Hong by jay Chou.

i admit i used to think his songs are gayish and not really nice. but somehow i found that this guy writes really good love, sentimental song. Cai Hong reminded me of my failed relationship. i went to youtube.com and watched the MV. i almost cried. i felt really sorry and sad for the lady and guy in the MTV.

the story is that a couple was very in love. one day, the guy receives a letter from Auckland University and has to leave the girl for his studies. of coz, this is not what it seems. in fact, the guy had forged the letter in order to trick the girl into believing him. turns out that the guy had cancer and he didnt want to see his girl watch him die. the girl later received the guy's diary from his friend, who had mailed it to her. upon knowing the truth she clutch the diary and ran s fast as she could to a open space before collapsing on her knees.

seriously i cried a little. why cant two person be together. why must some illnesses strike when both are very much in love. this is not fair. but of coz, we all know the world is not fair.

watched a few other of Jay's MTVs and i must say some of them really make me wanna cry too. MTVs like Wo Bu Pei (Im not Fit) and Secret. esp Secret. in the MTV i saw how happy the girl was when she was with Jay. lucky guy.

though they are fiction, im sure somewhere, this scenes must have happened before. i just hope i wun be experiencing it. for im not sure how i will react to such a shock of losing my loved ones again.

I came, I saw, I conquered..
12/17/2007 11:38:00 PM

its the time of the year again~..time to spend quality time with your loved ones and your friends..but for me this year, it hasn't been the best year for me..i lost my 2 most beloved persons in my life..my dad and my..well..lets not go into it anymore..



as we look forward to the festive season, i've compiled a wishlist for myself that im gonna get for myself slowly.. :)..afterall, if i don't get them now, when would i be able to get them? and here, not listed in any order or merit, are my wishlist for this Christmas~.. p.s: anyone wanna make a contribution to my wishes? give me a buzz lol..

1) Fred Perry herringbone Plimsoll Shoe

2) New polo tees and tees

3) A better body

4) Improve and learn more about pool

5) Learn to play the guitar for that special one

6) Spend more time with family and friends

7) New grey jeans

8) Better fashion sense

9) New spectacles that really suit me

10) IPPT gold <= LOL

11) Make more friends

12) Control my anger

13) Get into University => Be it SIM or RMIT or UOL

14) Crumpler Barney Rustler Messenger Bag (Grey)

15) World Peace => Sound cliche but no harm wishin for it right :)

I came, I saw, I conquered..
12/10/2007 11:44:00 PM

Now for the ranting..went down to GamesFusion today to met up with the forum members for 6 hours of pool..i have no life now lol might as well learn how to play pool better.. :) anyway, the time was around 3pm+ when this big fat fucker ambered into the room..i thought nothing of him at first until i realise he was here for the gathering too..

i noticed he played good, sharp shotmaking with a good stroke..and then it was my turn to play against him..i broke and made 2 balls on the tight table..the fucked up part here..i know i am not the fastest player in the world..i admit i take my time, but is it really that long? in the Guinness 9ball tour, players are allowed 45 secs~! i dont think i took more than 30 seconds for all my shots all right..

and there he was, whining about this fact to other players in the next table..saying i stroke too long..wtf? if your not happy about it, just be a man and tell me straight to the face you faggot..fat faggot~!! tell me straight to the face and i wouldnt be this pissed..the thing is you whined and whined to others that i play slow..

but have you ever wondered? not everyone plays like you..i wont deny that you play fast, but i am not gonna change my pace just to please you bitch..i play at my own pace..i dont need you whore to tell me what to do..ha~! and by the way, i won you that game ha~! ironic huh..you played fast but lost..saw anything weird?

maybe cause you are fat and full of oil in ya body..thats why it makes u a s-whiner ha lol..next week if you're there again, i challenge you to another game.. :) then you will see what it means to play really slow..by saying slow, i mean..like danny basavich standard.. :)

feels good to bitch bout my pet peeves in life..as for that fat faggot, i hope he cant squeeze though his front door..i hope..

I came, I saw, I conquered..
11/18/2007 12:37:00 AM

back to blogging finally..

been goin to the gym..im not sure if there have been any results during these past few months..by improvements, i mean in terms of strength and physique..any improvements? i guess only time can tell..

cant wait to ask round for anyone who is interested in buying American Eagle polo tees..i love their designs and colours..just waiting for someone to order it together with..mass order is cheaper :)..

i also want contact lenses..the more i look at myself, the more i feel i look stupid in my black frame glasses..i feel like running down to the shop and buy 1 box just to try 1st..but im damn freaked out about having the lenses stick to my eyeball lol..~!! i dunnoe..its just kinda freaky for me for something to be in direct contact with my eye..well, just gotta try it by hook or by crook..

she said she missed me abit during these few weeks..felt kinda glad on hearing that..but then abit will become "No i dont miss you anymore" in a matter of months or even weeks..so not getting all hyped up over it..just let nature take its own course..

went to keeptouch forums and browse through the forums under "Love and Relationship"..felt a rush of emotions when i read one of the threads..similar situation to me..hope that guy is ok..cause for me im sure this is the end of the road already..and i should accept it..ok shall stop bitchin about it..for now.. :)

I came, I saw, I conquered..
10/30/2007 10:52:00 PM